I spend way to much time thinking about what I am going to do and how I am going to do it. I also love to do research and I am easy overwhelmed. I need to spend more time doing and less time thinking and research. I can not tell you how many good idea have come up with that I never acted on.

Like my blog for one. I know that I should updated it like a lest once a week. But I have yet to manage to do that. I have even writing different post ideas up on my white boards. I have I written about any of them. No. I have made a goal to update my blog 3 times a week so many time. I have never post 3 post in one week before. I want to really want to have successful blog that helps me sell cam shows and keeps all you guys interested. I know what I have to do make my blog successful and I have try time and time again. There is my problem; “I Try”. Saying I will try is a cop out. It is like saying I think I can do it but it is ok if I fail. I am really afraid to fail . I would reather not give it my all then fail. Because it is ok if I fail but did not do everything that I should. Yes I know this is really stupid.

So my goal for the month may is to stop “trying” and “start doing”.